Caution: Possible rambling article written after work ahead:
When I was at Axia, learning to trade in the Futures space, my mentor Reg [Rich Bailey] said something to me that didn’t quite register at the time. He said that the way you trade now won’t necessarily end up being the way you trade in the future, or words to that effect. At the time I was a raw newbie; a chart-following guy looking for simplistic reversals and swings and not realising until a while afterwards that this approach wasn’t for me at all.
As many of the people who are reading this (my family and friends especially) will know, I have autism and attention deficit disorder. I need to be mentally occupied at all times, but by the same token, being around people in an enclosed space for a long period of time is physically and mentally tiring for me. When working on the course, I found very quickly that the pace of thin markets such as the FDAX suited me, my personality and my attention span. I can’t bear the thought of waiting all day for a small opportunity and locking on to order flow makes me feel busy even at times when the market is printing. To that end, I was able to grind out reasonable results more often than not by looking for small momentum shifts within the ladder. It didn’t occur to me at the time that this perhaps could have been the ‘edge’ I was looking for. I made (and still do) a lot of round turns, but there’s nothing inherently wrong with doing that; the commissions are your own cross to bear and nobody else’s, and you need to take ownership of them – though this is contrary to what you’ll read in many places on the Internet; they may ‘hurt’ your end result but there’s no point in fighting against what suits you for the purposes of a perceived benefit of playing in someone else’s position because it’ll never work.
I have a working knowledge of technical analysis (as you’ll see from my Twitter postings and other articles) but it’s not what I’m about and it’s not necessarily what I enjoy doing every day. I guess the point I’m driving at (badly) here is that you need to find your niche and get the most out of it.
I’ve been single for a couple of years now and haven’t really been close to anything in that time, despite seeing a few people. Despite my best efforts, I’ve yet to meet my second love, and I’m reaching a point where I’m semi-convinced that it won’t happen for me and that I should probably just give up.
P.s. – I appreciate that I should’ve posted more. I’m working on it.
It’s important to keep a trading journal to keep a close eye on your progress as a trader. For that reason, I’ve created some daily and weekly sheet templates for Evernote. I use these to record everything I do in a uniform way. Feel free to customise them to your own needs or to use them as an inspiration for your own layouts:
After I got home from the pub this evening, I happened to notice that the film “I, Daniel Blake” was on the television. The main character’s wife (who had passed away) had taped “Sailing By” off of BBC Radio 4. He often played that song so as to remind himself of his time with her:
It’s interesting in a sense. I’ve always thought of “Sailing By” as the insomniacs’ national anthem. It’s a song I’ve associated with working through the night, getting home late from wherever I’ve been and with being on the motorway at quarter to one in the morning – still over a hundred miles from my destination. In and of itself, “Sailing By” takes you on a journey. It leads you into a mental journey around Britain, to some of the country’s most remote locations. Most music these days is terrible because it doesn’t inspire any kind of thought – basically, because of the fact that dross sells. I’ve always loved songs that take me on a mental journey; since I’ve been to many of the forecast locations, it’s fun to remember them.
I’m just rambling at this point, so it’s probably best if I stop. Work starts again properly in a couple of days and I have a lot to share with you all.
I came home early from the New Year’s Eve party because I felt terrible. I’ve had a sickness bug over the last couple of days. Initially, I thought I might be able to ‘tough it out’ for a few hours and see everyone before embarking on the things that the new year has to offer. Unfortunately, however, it wasn’t to be – gutted!
In other news, I’ve installed Grammarly on my computer. I decided to write a brief article to give it a test drive. Everything seems to be in working order at this point.
I’ll sign off for 2018 now by wishing you all a very happy new year, and by wishing you well for 2019. Let’s hope it’s a successful one all round.
If there’s one thing that gets on my nerves these days, it’s being ‘reminded’ by a company that I haven’t given any feedback for their product or service. It’s reached a point at which I can’t even used the toilet without being asked about my ‘experience’. I think back to simpler times fondly – times when I could buy lunch without being asked to complete a survey by the cashier; times when I could buy something on Amazon without being nagged by a seller over an item that cost no more than a fiver.
It’s like having a needy child, constantly in search of validation. If I don’t wish to tell you about my bus-travelling experience or my recent visit to the bathroom, please don’t chase me up for it. I even received one from an airline the other day, reminding me to give my thoughts on a flight I took back in June! Did it not occur to them that if there was anything particularly memorable about it, I might’ve contacted them sooner?
I know I haven’t posted recently, but I decided to take some time to make a few improvements. Most of them are for my convenience when I post things, but there are a couple of new features:
One of the main things I intend to do with this blog is provide a few examples that might help someone (as I did before). I’ve been working on a few things as far as algorithmic trading goes. It might be useful to share my progress on that note, as well as having a discussion in the comments. I have some web development-related things to share in the near future too. The new code highlighting system will help me to keep things organised. Here’s an example:
<?php echo ( 'This is a test' ); ?>
Twitter and Instagram feeds…
I intend to post more regularly on both than I did in the past. I added feeds for both to the side of the page. If you want to follow me, you can do so by clicking the links.
I’ll try to post something of interest by the end of the week. Hopefully it’ll get the ball rolling with regard to a discussion.
I went along to the O2 Academy in Birmingham to see Within Temptation last Friday. Originally, I planned to see them in Brixton but something else had already come up for that day; I wouldn’t have been able to make it. It’d been a while since I’d seen a band at an O2 venue. I was visiting my parents over the weekend, plus I lucked out and managed to buy a ticket at Viagogo that morning.
The support band…
The support band, Ego Kill Talent, weren’t bad. I didn’t really think they were relevant to the main event as such though. They had a proggy vibe which generally isn’t my thing. It wasn’t really the kind of band I was expecting to see to get me in the mood for a band like Within Temptation. One problem I had (and I don’t think this was necessarily their fault) was that their microphones were poor and it was difficult to hear the vocals properly. On the positive side they had a reasonable stage presence and tried to involve the crowd a little. I rate them a 6/10 – not the worst support band ever but not particularly memorable either.
The main event…
The band came on and played three new songs in a row. This left the atmosphere feeling a little flat in my opinion. They only played one song from Hydra (which I thought was a crappy album), but they did play some older stuff which I enjoyed. I will say that the set was a little on the short side though and lacked a few classics. One thing they did which I don’t remember them doing before was to run some animated elements on a big screen at the back of the stage. I thought this added a lot of depth to the show. I have to say I teared up a little during Forgiven (I had stuff on my mind that night – I don’t normally do this, ever).
In terms of the effects, it was good, but I’ve seen them play better sets before. Expecting the crowd to listen to three new songs before a familiar one was too much in my humble opinion. Maybe a better balance was needed in that respect. Overall, it was great to see them live again. All in all, I give them a solid 7.5/10.
On the whole it was very enjoyable. The weather sucked when I was waiting in the queue. One thing I’ll say is, don’t use the NCP car park behind the venue if you want to get away quickly. You’ll be stuck on it for around an hour. I didn’t get away until around 11:30. Also, get a burner O2 SIM and put it in your phone; I always used to do that to access the Priority entrance.
I’d post some pictures but my phone decided to shit itself and lose the few I took. It’s a shame really.
I’ll try to keep this brief. My intention for this blog is for it to become a place where I discuss everything from the markets to my life to programming. I’ll keep things simple for now, but in the future I’ll put together a theme and whatnot to jazz things up. For now, I’ll simply let you know that I’ll be back soon.